Jason & Aimee's life.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
It's bothering me!
I heard a message that a preacher said a few weeks ago at church, he stated that their are three seasons of life... season one.. Flying, everything is going good, smooth like nothing is going wrong everything is going right, things are falling into place all of the time, and on and on.. season two.. running... A few bumps come in the road, but hey, you can defeat them cause you have confidence & can easily over take them no problem, but after awhile the bumps just keep on coming, which leads to season three... Walking.. the scripture says "Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. (Psalms 23:4 ESV) By then you are alone, even when you are surrounded by people you are alone & have no one else to trust except foe God alone & at times he feels so far away...
What I have learned a few things through this walking process. One is to look up! keep your sights up above & at times... Yes, you will have to talk to yourself to encourage yourself in the Lord, but sometimes that is what you have to do & by this time their are no little phoney fake prayers... these are will be prayers when your driving in your truck with tears in your eyes begging God, to get you out of the mess that your in right now with the phone ringging every two miniutes because someone needs money! But the other thing that I learned is contentment... That's huge for a lot of people... Being content, by this time you don't care about fashion, clothes, what your driving, on & on.. your concern by this time is.... Is she coming home? I don't care about nothing else.. But is she coming home with our daughter? Will the power & water still be on when I get home, to wash the clothes that I have, to cook the meal that has been planned, to take a hot shower after a long brutal day of physical & mental abuse (that i would be so hard on myself because we didn't make alot of money & that I should of went to college, because, my family would be doing so much better now!) We as belivers need to be careful especially when we are soaring... people normally ask sucessful people.. " tell me about your sucess whats it like?" When it should be "tell me abiut your struggle because it will help me through mine!"
Monday, October 8, 2012
My Sister Samantha!
Love,
Your big Brother!
Thursday, May 17, 2012
10 years!
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
moving forward.
It has been quite the trial some time for us in the Nolan household, but things are starting to calm down, I feel that I am coming back to normal with the inside of my body with this prolactin tumor, I feel that the meds are working thank God cause I couldn’t go on another day with man moody pms thing any longer. I have to tell you this whole no testosterone thing can really mess a man up! You start thinking thoughts that you would of never dreamed of thinking or some actions that you do, that you yourself know that is not normal. But, we are wining! I was thinking the other day about all of this situation of family, tumor & money and just wondering on when the ride is going to end, I would feel totally alone in some cases, I would even wonder if God was even beside me at times cause I couldn’t feel him near me at all, secretly discourage from all of this stuff going on. I would tell my wife when I would wake up some days & tell her I can’t wait to go back to bed so that I can quit thinking about it, or the tears that I would cry in secret in my truck gong from one job to the next because my heart was heavy from bad news for weeks, and it seemed like their was no end & also wondering if this was my lot in life of being a poor hardworking person that knows how to hook up and to produce and to make it happen. But you know for any man they will hit a wall, I guess that you could say a clarity for some or a midlife crisis for others where they are to young to be labeled as old or to old to be labeled as young, a cross road of life to the point to where men crack cause some has worked so hard to achieve and at times they don’t achieve it and they become tired and weary of this consistent fight of business, or life or whatever they are facing, but all I can really say is look up! Look up and make up your mind, that’s what I have been having to do, is to encourage myself (and lets not forget about my wife by my side either) because that is all what you can do, find things that encourage you, for me I would tell myself that it’s almost over, or we will win, or how can I be a minister to someone if I myself haven’t been through it, ect, ect, ect. That is what King David had to do, the same thing that the prodigal Son had to do when he was in the pen with the pigs eating what they ate (gross) but they both made up their minds to move forward and to beat whatever needs to be beaten, so I tell you look Up, make up your mind and move forward! Because you will win! And with my wife & I we will be able to look back on this & laugh and to say look what the LORD has done! He brought us through, even though we couldn’t feel him at times, he was always by our side!
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
It's gonna be ok.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Artificial Faith
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Today.
because if you really think about it, how can we minister to people that are hurting if do not go through it ourselves, didn't Jesus sit where the people sat themselves and have compassion for them? I know that He did.. Looking at this whole situation of our life & the struggles makes me very excited for ministry of some sort.. You know Aimee & I have a huge heart to see couples to become successful in their marriages, from money to communication, but I also have a heart for men to pull through for their families when especially when thing get hard, to many men throw in the towel when it gets hard, I know that a major part of those decisions is disappointment, they no longer have an adventure to live for except for paying the car note, bills & a mortgage, the light goes out in their eyes & the dream that they once had dies in their heart and they feel that they have nothing left.. & really a majority of that fault is religion to make men become more sensitive and it's killing them.. Jesus had a huge balance of being kind but to also the ability to fight back & to win, & as men that is what we need to do when things get hard we need to fight back!! I feel a preacher coming out of me!! I kinda like it.